When I met HER.
A lot is going on in my life and till now I was dealing it with complacency, but still I am not able to sleep. I was so deprived of sleep that for me a.m. and p.m. has lost its value. I usually see clock ticking from 11 and goes to 5 or even 6. I do understand that I am going through one of the most critical phase of my life but in this criticality my eyelashes will fail to hug each other was out of the equation, but it was happening, unfortunately though. I live with my parents and I live in Bihar. I mentioned this because, some of the easiest way to escape reality is smoking and drinking. But as I mentioned, I live with my parents hence I cannot smoke because constant fear of getting caught will kill me and if I get caught I will be definitely killed and I live in Bihar means I cannot drink. Bihar is a dry state :'( Last night my parents were not at home. I was all alone. I was restless, sad, angry and much else. I realized that I needed puff. I sneaked